salsa:)
last night three of my friends and I went to Flamingo for some latin dance:)practice does make perfect;)..I love Salsa because its faster than Morangue, with more turns..at the end they had som R& B and I think the base was so loud that we all got a headache!!Bachata is more romantic than the other two, but either I don't know any more moves in it or its very boring for me..very routine..I guess one heart and soul is needed in that dance more;)..I like to learn Tango...I think for this summer my projects are two things..1)learning Tango.. 2)and Fencing..
Ms. Ebadi is coming to U of T in May:)and we all are very excited and happy this event is interestingly is supported but U of T, Mohandes and Pen Canada..and the third gathering of IC network will be next week:)which I think will be very exciting..getting negative answers for interview some times can be harsh..not that they say no directly..
I told Dr. Roy:No one wants me:(
Dr. Roy: No one wants you for money...that's different
Anyways in all my life I always have been on top of everyone else's list I guess I am getting a good dose of reality check...

Horoscope!
My horoscope for today was compeltely right!!
first it said I will have an unexpected visit from a sweetheart and that your work is being completed today..
I saw Mark today:)I used to have a crush on him since second year;)..when I told sang..he was laughing his head off;)....I can't explain how I felt..he is like a cartoon character!!anyways and my the first part of the project which is charaterization is done:)

twin!!

one of my friends here and I look very similar and hence people tend to mistake us!!today was another example;)..last year in my pulp course I used to have a French classmate...I saw him today..said hi and all and I was a bit suprized why he is not really friendly..and finally the mystry got solved!!!I was talking about my project and he said oooh are you from Iran?and I said yes..and I then I told him about our course together..and then he smiled..I am not sure what he remembers in that class!!;)about Joelle and Muna and I in class;)all the note taking and all group problem solving;)or our curious faces when Dr. Sain would say something strange!!specailly me!!;)that express myself big time;)wow!!anyways then on he had that smile oh his face and I told him how everyone mistake us and all..nice small talk..I had to go back to my testing:(but in the mean while he told me about the wonderful social aspects of France:)and we got to the conclusion that he should go back there;)
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Turkish guy:I tell you the stuff that no Turkish person would ever tell you..
Junior_engineer:I am telling you the stuff that persians would never tell you:)
I am learning so much about Turkey..he is facinating...his knowledge about world..and how strange it is that Turkey and Iran policies seem to be exactly opposite..having a secular government and all..
talking to is so easy with this guy..about everything you can imagine...politics..philosophy...religion...world..art...I am trying to seduce him into learning and trying new things;)..I think, he thinks I am strange!!!but being unique is what makes you different from everyone else..and that's what gives me strength in my life...

I am begining to see "life" as an actual school!!doing things in prepration of bigger things...listening and practicing..going to social gathering with parents to learn how to act and observe how people act..I am getting better at this;)...I always go gatherings with my parents, although one might think that I should go out with my friends instead..but I am begining to focous and observe some of my questions through the gatherings of the people who are older than me...its funny..it's like having a solution mannual to some of life problems:)..like the coles notes we used to use for literature course..when we were studying Hamlet..Great Gatsby..Animal farm..1984..:)Urika!!!!

Die Another Day
written by Madonna and Mirwais Ahmadzai

I'm gonna wake up, yes and no
I'm gonna kiss some part of
I'm gonna keep this secret
I'm gonna close my body now

I guess, die another day

Sigmund Freud
Analyze this

I'm gonna break the cycle
I'm gonna shake up the system
I'm gonna destroy my ego
I'm gonna close my body now

I think I'll find another way
There's so much more to know
I guess I'll die another day
It's not my time to go

For every sin, I'll have to pay
I've come to work, I've come to play
I think I'll find another way
It's not my time to go

I'm gonna avoid the cliché
I'm gonna suspend my senses
I'm gonna delay my pleasure
I'm gonna close my body now

I guess, die another day

I need to lay down

I guess, die another day
I guess I'll die another day